This fucking corporate sham. This fucking world where we bestow an insane value on this figment of our imagination. This thing we call an institution.
This deadening jail for our souls.
And to think we place more value here, on some contrived, human concept, than on a real human life.
Its so fucked up.
We're so fucked up.
I'm so fucked up.
You know what the worst part of it all is? Its the apathy. The lethargy. Cuz that's what I feel right now. That's what I felt through all of it. Sitting there in at colorless room along with all the other carcasses that hadn't been sold. Yet.
I felt lethargic.
I just don't give a shit. The world goes to hell in a handsbasket, the world doesn't go to hell in a handsbasket. It just seems to be the logistics of time getting on.
Of course, the thing that does matter is that these are real lives that are affected, hurt, maybe destroyed. And there's dick all we can do about that.
But wade a bit further in and even that has to answer to history. There it gets really depressing. History quickly reminds us that this is nothing new.
So whatever right? Dog eat dog. Strongest survive. Meanest survive. Be a rugged individualist.
And just get on.
Blah.
- posted by Sigurd3/03/2005 07:06:00 PM