Tuesday, December 14, 2004
...When you feel very sick, as I did, you quickly realise how unimportant it is. You realise that, and you realise how happily you should embrace the boring days of nothing, and just be content with that...
...and so She kept telling me, as I was throwing up for the fifteenth time, to just let it go. And I tried, but I just couldn't. Even though I had an inkling she was right, I just couldn't let go. I couldn't watch myself be sick. I wasn't strong enough...
...today though, I was convinced I was having some sort of relapse, initiated by splitting headache, but all it was was coffee withdrawal. sigh...
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