i dreamt i was sitting on the toilet last night. really. i honestly did. who would lie about something like that. so anyways, i did. and i dreamt that, well, i was going to the washroom, and it was really gross because the shit was out of control and it was getting on the toilet paper roll, and then on my underwear and then on my jeans. and i woke up and i felt really disgusted at first, because i thought i was covered in shit,and then a little relieved because i wasn't covered in shit and i didn't have to go have a shower, and then still disgusted because i'd had a dream where i was covered in shit and that just didn't seem right. you know, i actually got up out of bed when i first woke up because i was so sure that i would have to take a shower. but i didn't, and i was glad for that at least.

i was thinking about the dream this morning, while i was in the bathroom. at first i felt disgusted again. it just didn't seem good to be having dreams about being covered in shit. but then i thought about it a bit more and i wasn't disgusted. cuz when you think about it, i was getting rid of all the shit. i mean, sure, it was messy, and i was getting messy, but even in the dream i knew that all i'd have to do is take a shower. then i'd be clean. and the shit would be gone.

i hope its gone soon.
- posted by Sigurd12/19/2003 08:31:00 AM