Wednesday, April 13, 2005
I have an addiction. It holds me back and bottles my freedom.
So I gotta bring it under control.
There's this line I like, and it goes something like 'insight erupts not from the thinking mind, but from learning how to restrain your thinking mind.'
My most worthwhile thoughts, those that are colored with imagination and a smattering of truth, come from a barren desert and an empty sky.
They do not come from confusion, from anger, or from greed. And they definitely don't come from the mind of a million scattered thoughts.
This addiction I have, it creates all these minds. It hijacks my awareness and takes me away through a wormhole. Away from this world. It makes me want things to be different.
I need to try to let it go.
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