When I get really tired, I start to feel like my mind is going to crack.

Its a strange sensation. Its like the continuity of moments break down. Does that make any sense?

If it doesn't it because my mind is cracking.

And I get very paranoid. I'm terrified of mice at this moment. I keep peering at the cupboards in fear that one will poke its head around the corner.

If a mouse does peer around the corner, I will be sleeping at the travelodge tonight.

Or not sleeping. To put it more accurately. I'm not sure where I should be not sleeping tonight.

That's the strange part. Too. I know I won't be able to fall asleep. I'm too tired. Too tired to fall asleep.

I think those evolutionary forces passed me by on that one.

And then when I won't be able fall asleep, that will make me paranoid. Paranoid that I won't ever fall asleep. And then I'll come back into the kitchen and that will make me think about the mice and so I'll get all paranoid about the mice again and the next thing you know my roommate will come home and ask why I'm sitting beside the cupboard holding a spatula in the ready position.

I really shouldn't get so overtired.

- posted by Sigurd2/03/2005 09:15:00 PM